A Dark Day

Friday, April 19th, 2019 at 8:38 am

Yesterday afternoon, my doctor gave me the news I’d been dreading.

I am miscarrying.

Our baby is dead.

I expected that. I started spotting on Tuesday and the bleeding and cramping has intensified over the last couple of days. The ultrasound and first blood test were inconclusive. We needed a second blood test for a trend. But my doctor and I both suspected what we would find.

Our baby is dead.

I grieve the loss of our fourth child. I grieve my children’s loss of a sibling. I grieve for baby hands I will never hold, for baby smiles I will never see.

But I do not grieve as those who have no hope.

I need not question whether or not God is for me.

His Son died.

That is answer enough. He is for me.

His Son rose.

That is answer enough. I have hope.

Please pray for us as we grieve.

Reader Comments (5):

  1. Neenie Jeffers says:

    Sad for you both & your precious family😔🙏🕊✝️

  2. I’m so sorry. Praying for God’s comfort.

  3. Davene Grace says:

    My heart weeps for you. I’m grateful for your deep trust in God, but still, it IS a loss. May God wrap you with comfort each step of the mourning process. Sending gentle hugs your way!

  4. Brenda Menter says:

    So heartbreaking. This precious life will be remembered and cherished. God’s comfort be with you.

  5. Lisa notes says:

    Oh no. I am so sorry. :( My prayers are with you all.

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