{"id":10302,"date":"2012-09-18T07:54:30","date_gmt":"2012-09-18T12:54:30","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/bekahcubed.menterz.com\/blog\/?p=10302"},"modified":"2012-09-18T07:54:30","modified_gmt":"2012-09-18T12:54:30","slug":"dostoevsky-and-me","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/bekahcubed.menterz.com\/blog\/2012\/20120918-10302.htm","title":{"rendered":"Dostoevsky and Me"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I am intimidated by Russian authors. Terribly so. While I&#8217;ve had all the Russian greats on my &#8220;should read&#8221; list for ages, I&#8217;ve never of my own volition picked one up.<\/p>\n<p>But then I started talking with this man who said his favorite author was Dostoevsky. <\/p>\n<p>I felt anew my lack of culture and sophistication. I had never read Dostoevsky.<\/p>\n<p>I had a copy of <i>Crime and Punishment<\/i> on my bookshelf. A friend had given it to me from his personal collection. He&#8217;d said when he gave it to me that he&#8217;d originally picked it up because a friend of his was a fan. He&#8217;d never read it and didn&#8217;t know that he would, so he passed it on to me.<\/p>\n<p>It sat on my bookshelf for four years, until the friend from whom I&#8217;d received it introduced me to the man who&#8217;d inspired him to get it in the first place.<\/p>\n<p>I didn&#8217;t read that copy of <i>Crime and Punishment<\/i>. Instead, I downloaded a Project Gutenberg text to my Kindle and half-read, half-listened to it as I went about my daily tasks.<\/p>\n<p>I wondered, as I listened and read, what it was I had against Russian authors. <\/p>\n<p>If Dostoevsky is typical, there is no reason to fear. I found myself quickly engaged in the tortured mind of Rashkolnikov, a man who commits a crime to see if he if great and spends the rest of the book wrestling with what he&#8217;d found.<\/p>\n<p><i>Crime and Punishment<\/i> does have some of the qualities which I feared in Russian literature. The names are unfamiliar, hard for me to remember. The cast of characters is relatively large (around a dozen truly important characters). The topic is weighty, thought-provoking.<\/p>\n<p>But it is not a difficult read. It is nothing to be afraid of. It requires no slogging, no real effort to read. It is not work to read and enjoy.<\/p>\n<p>Although perhaps I transfer my relationship with the one who inspired me to read Dostoevsky to my reading of Dostoevsky himself. Perhaps I considered Dostoevsky engaging because I am so fascinated by the man who enjoys him. Perhaps I found Dostoevsky effortless because it is easy for me to want to know everything about Daniel.<\/p>\n<p>Perhaps your experience with Dostoevsky, not inspired by love as mine has been, will be different. But I dare you, fellow fearers, to give him a try. Perhaps you will be surprised, as I was, with how much you enjoyed this Russian great.<\/p>\n<hr \/>\n<p><i>And how&#8217;s that for a review? I fear my ability to write normally is much impaired, since every second word out of my mouth and pen is &#8220;Daniel, Daniel, Daniel&#8221;. Bear with me, dear reader, and someday, perhaps, I shall be able to organize my thoughts without having him in the middle. For now, every topic I think to write about is &#8220;Dostoevsky and Me&#8230;and Daniel&#8221;, &#8220;Children&#8217;s Sunday School&#8230;and Daniel&#8221;, &#8220;Quilting Progress, or lack thereof&#8230;and Daniel.&#8221; <\/i><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I am intimidated by Russian authors. Terribly so. While I&#8217;ve had all the Russian greats on my &#8220;should read&#8221; list for ages, I&#8217;ve never of my own volition picked one up. But then I started talking with this man who said his favorite author was Dostoevsky. I felt anew my lack of culture and sophistication. &#8230; <a title=\"Dostoevsky and Me\" class=\"read-more\" href=\"http:\/\/bekahcubed.menterz.com\/blog\/2012\/20120918-10302.htm\">Read more <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Dostoevsky and Me<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0,"ngg_post_thumbnail":0},"categories":[35],"tags":[],"aioseo_notices":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/bekahcubed.menterz.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10302"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/bekahcubed.menterz.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/bekahcubed.menterz.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/bekahcubed.menterz.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/bekahcubed.menterz.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=10302"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/bekahcubed.menterz.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10302\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/bekahcubed.menterz.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=10302"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/bekahcubed.menterz.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=10302"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/bekahcubed.menterz.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=10302"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}