{"id":659,"date":"2008-07-22T23:13:33","date_gmt":"2008-07-23T04:13:33","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/bekahcubed.menterz.com\/blog\/?p=659"},"modified":"2008-07-22T23:13:33","modified_gmt":"2008-07-23T04:13:33","slug":"tiempo-menos-doce-horas-t-minus-12-hours","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/bekahcubed.menterz.com\/blog\/2008\/20080722-659.htm","title":{"rendered":"Tiempo menos doce horas (T minus 12 hours)"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Twelve more hours before my plane lifts off.  I&#8217;ll be on my way.  Layover in Houston, arrive in Laredo.  A few days in Laredo and we&#8217;ll go down to Juamave.  I&#8217;m leaving.  It&#8217;s actually happening.  A month in Mexico.  Wow.<\/p>\n<p>I can hardly believe the words that I see appearing on the screen before me.  Mexico?  It&#8217;s surreal.  A month?  It&#8217;s so long, so short.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m not a missionary.  I&#8217;m not a traveler.  I&#8217;m not anything spectacular.  I&#8217;m not a teacher.  I&#8217;m not brilliant.  All I&#8217;m doing is trying to be obedient.<\/p>\n<p>I don&#8217;t know what God has planned&#8211;which is why I&#8217;m going to have to leave the planning up to Him.  From the first nudge in my soul &#8217;til now, I have been apprehensive, doubtful, nervous.<\/p>\n<p>How could I even dare such a thing?<\/p>\n<p>I don&#8217;t think I really can.  Instead, I must rely on God to do the daring for me.<\/p>\n<p>Five and a half years ago, I stood in a wood in Kansas and stepped through a tree-door.  I heard an invitation from the lover of my soul.  He invited me to come and see.  I had to leave my mundane, attractive, well-planned world.  I had to leave the tame I&#8217;d always known.  I had to fix my eyes on my wild man lover&#8211;and follow Him wherever he led.<\/p>\n<p>Five and a half years later, I stand twelve hours from a plane trip that may well change my life.  Maybe I&#8217;m over-dramatizing the situation&#8211;but I tend to think not.  The last time I heard such clear direction, my view of ministry was transformed.  The time before that, I came to understand justification&#8211;and had my shame taken away.  How can this time be any different?<\/p>\n<p>I don&#8217;t know what the next month may hold&#8211;but I know what my role in it shall be.  I shall lock eyes with my wild man lover.  I shall take hold of His hand.  I shall respond to His ever invitation.  I will go and see.<\/p>\n<p><em>They said to Him, &#8220;Rabbi&#8221; (which is to say, when translated, Teacher), &#8220;where are You staying?&#8221;  He said to them, &#8220;Come and see.&#8221;  They came and saw where He was staying, and remained with Him&#8230;<\/em><br \/>John 1:38-39<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Twelve more hours before my plane lifts off. I&#8217;ll be on my way. Layover in Houston, arrive in Laredo. A few days in Laredo and we&#8217;ll go down to Juamave. I&#8217;m leaving. It&#8217;s actually happening. A month in Mexico. Wow. I can hardly believe the words that I see appearing on the screen before me. &#8230; <a title=\"Tiempo menos doce horas (T minus 12 hours)\" class=\"read-more\" href=\"http:\/\/bekahcubed.menterz.com\/blog\/2008\/20080722-659.htm\">Read more <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Tiempo menos doce horas (T minus 12 hours)<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0,"ngg_post_thumbnail":0},"categories":[9,15],"tags":[],"aioseo_notices":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/bekahcubed.menterz.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/659"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/bekahcubed.menterz.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/bekahcubed.menterz.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/bekahcubed.menterz.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/bekahcubed.menterz.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=659"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"http:\/\/bekahcubed.menterz.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/659\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/bekahcubed.menterz.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=659"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/bekahcubed.menterz.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=659"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/bekahcubed.menterz.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=659"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}