I know I’m just complaining and I know I ought not. But seriously. Something is wrong with my life. I just wish I knew what.
I’m beyond tired. I’m exhausted.
I’m impatient. I want to be done with my RD exam, done with my grading, done with this infernal Master’s degree. I want to be on to a job search, a house search, a family.
I feel like I’m piddling around, wasting time. I don’t have any time to do anything I want to do–and I don’t seem to be getting any closer to being able to do what I want to do.
I’m just here. Tired. Overworked. Frustrated. Impatient.
God, are You listening?
Help!
Oh Bekah! I know how you feel. Hang in there, you will make it! Just remember that God is in control and His ways (and His timing!) are not ours. Just like Esther, He has you where you are “for such a time as this”.
And – He is doing awesome things all around us and in us. =) I love you!
I agree with you 100%. I have felt the same way for a long while now.