Thankful Thursday: Higher than I

I almost started crying on my way to work today. Not for any reason in particular. Just ’cause I felt…weak, spent, overwhelmed, but not really.

I got to work and had a slice of breakfast pizza in our morning meeting. Bad idea. I felt ill for the rest of the day.

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Today I’m thankful that…

…God never has an off-day

“Jesus Christ is the same yesterday and today and forever.”
~Hebrews 13:8 (ESV)

…God cannot be contained by space

“Behold, heaven and the highest heaven cannot contain you”
~I Kings 8:27 (ESV)

…God’s presence is full of joy

“In your presence there is fullness of joy”
~Psalm 16:11 (ESV)

…God is a rock, higher than I, but one I can run to for refuge

“From the end of the earth I will cry to You, When my heart is overwhelmed; Lead me to the rock that is higher than I.”
~Psalm 61:2


Because I can

It has been seven years since I could play (due to my brother being an employee).

And before seven years ago, I went to McDonalds approximately once a year (on a church sponsored youth trip).

So now, for the first time in my life, I am playing MONOPOLY.

You know, the artery-clogging, pocket-emptying exercise in futility that allows McDonalds to rake in the big bucks every fall?

Yep, that Monopoly.

See?

McDonalds Monopoly

I told you so.

So far, I have won several orders of medium fries, a breakfast sandwich, 20 Snapfish prints, and some MyCoke Rewards points (whatever those are.)

I’m still holding out for one of the biggies.

Anybody want to share? I’m looking for–

  • Green: Pennsylvania Avenue (I’ll give you Luci if I win a Nissan Leaf)
  • Yellow: Ventnor Avenue (I could spare you a bit of that $100,000–half after taxes?)
  • Red: Kentucky Avenue (ditto the above, only this time for $50,000)
  • Orange: Tennessee Avenue (Family vacation? Of course you’re family!)
  • Pink: Virginia Avenue (Surely $200 at a Spa can get two…er…manicures?)
  • Light Blue: Vermont Avenue ($100 isn’t much, but I’ll still share)
  • Brown: Mediterranean Avenue ($50 is even less, but even that can buy us each a coupla dozen large drinks!)
  • Railroad: Short Line (Don’t know what I’d want with an EA Sports trip, but I’d be willing to sell and share the proceeds?)

Of course, if you were really smart and had any of the above, you’d run over to Walmart and buy $1 medium drinks until you had the rest. What I’ve got is a dime a dozen.

So why am I playing again?

Oh yes.

Because I can.


***Disclaimer: Professional dietitian on closed commute. Please do not attempt.***


A Weekend Recap

Sometimes, the weekend’s just too great to resist documenting it.

Friday:

  • Wear one of my amazing vintage outfits to work (Casual Day, hence the jeans)
    Vintage clothes
  • Prepare my Sunday School lesson on Judges
  • Enjoy biscuits and tuna gravy with my sister
  • Stamp some of my sister’s Jewelry catalogs
    Jewelry Catalogs

Saturday:

  • Get new tires on my car
  • Go to my sister-out-law’s jewelry party
  • Take pictures of my niece (who is now REALLY taking after her father)
    Little Miss
  • Take pictures of my sister (who is being an Arabian princess)
    Grace as an Arabian Princess
  • Hold the Little Miss
    Little Miss in a Hat
  • Mission’s Conference (see my sister-out-law perform on the violin as a part of an ensemble playing “Send the Light”)
    Send the Light ensemble

Sunday:

  • Teach Sunday School to 2nd and 3rd Graders
  • Worship with the HP body
  • Chinese with Anna and Beth
  • Crocheting and Cookie Baking at Beth’s
  • Sunday Bible School leaders’ flock at Rachel’s
  • Playing “Just Dance” after flock
    Just Dance
    (That’d be my pastor in the foreground. Yep. We like to break it down!)
    Just Dance
    (That’d be me, POSING while Just Dance is going on so that Justin can get a good shot. Is not that vintage dress amazing?)

Not gonna lie. I really love my life. This weekend is a perfect example of why.


WiW: Helpless

“God helps those who cannot help themselves.”
~Charles H. Spurgeon (from my pastor’s Twitter feed)

“So Gideon gathered together an army to fight against Midian. At last, he had gathered together thirty-two thousand men. Surely that was enough to defeat Midian.”

I asked my Sunday School class if they thought 32,000 men was a big enough army.

They nodded, said that it seemed pretty big to them.

“Well, you know what God thought? God thought Gideon’s army was too big.

I could see the puzzlement on their faces. Too big? Seriously?

“Yeah. God said that if they had that many men, they’d get proud and think they were the ones who had defeated Midian, instead of realizing that God had defeated Midian.”

One of the kids raised his hand and interjected a bit of what he’d learned last week from the book of Joshua. “But the important part wasn’t how many men they had or how good their plan was. It’s only whether God’s on their side.”

“You’re right. We learned how God defeated Jericho when the people were obedient to God’s battle plan–and we learned about how the people lost at Ai because Achan had been disobedient, even though they thought they could easily win. The important thing was that God was on their side–not what their battle strategy was.

And now, when Gideon was getting ready to fight Midian, God wanted to make sure that everyone knew that the reason they’d win was because HE was on their side. He didn’t want anyone else to think that they’d been responsible for the victory.”

I told how God whittled Gideon’s army down to 300 men, how He sent terror of them to the Midianite camp in front of them, how He ultimately won them the victory.

I’ve been struck this week with the tender mercy of God. When we think we can help ourselves, when we think that someone other than God can help us, God mercifully pares down our army, such that we realize beyond a shadow of a doubt that it was He (and He alone) who effects our salvation.

In my Sunday School “flock” meeting last night, we read in Hosea, and I was reminded again of God’s severity and His mercy when He says:

“For I will be like a lion to Ephraim,
and like a young lion to the house of Judah
I, even I, will tear and go away;
I will carry off, and no one shall rescue.
I will return again to my place
until they acknowledge their guilt and seek my face,
and in their distress earnestly seek me.”
~Hosea 5:14-15

Unwilling to let Israel go on pridefully playing the whore, God comes at them like a lion, tearing them to pieces until they recognize that only God can heal their wounds.

My church’s songwriters (Highland Park Writers’ Collective) wrote a beautiful piece that describes this well.

“Because He is so faithful,
He will always tear apart
Every gleaming idol
Built inside the human heart”
~Tearing Down by Christensen, McCann, Qualsett


The Week in WordsDon’t forget to take a look at Barbara H’s meme “The Week in Words”, where bloggers collect quotes they’ve read throughout the week.


I’m Arm-chairing the Cybils this year!

If you’re one of my bloggie-friends, chances are the Cybils are old-hat for you. You’ve been reading about them since the beginning–and probably reading along with them too.

If you’re one of my real-life friends, chances are you’ve never heard of the Cybils.

“Cybils” stands for “Children’s and Young Adult Bloggers’ Literary” Awards.

Several of the book bloggers I follow (or have followed intermittently over the years) are or have been judges, including Sherry @ Semicolon, Dawn @ My Thoughts Exactly and 5M4B, Jennifer @ Snapshot and 5M4B, and Emily @ Homespun Light.

I am not a judge, not being particularly focused in my book reading or blogging.

But this is one of those rare sports in which I LOVE to be an armchair judge–and Amy @ Hope is the Word has offered up a challenge to any and all to join her in the Armchair Cybils

Participants are free to name their own stipulations for participation–so these will be mine. Over the next four months, I’ll be reading at least one book nominated in each of the ten Cybils categories.

And, of course, I’ll be blogging my thoughts and reactions–and reading others’ thoughts–along the way.

Wanna join?

It’s not too late. Write a quick post and join us at Hope is the Word for tons of kid lit reading fun!


Chasing the Moon

A long day in Grand Island done, I pointed my car towards home, eager to get back to Columbus.

But as soon as I turned east, I saw a gorgeous almost-full-penny moon.

Do you know what I’m talking about? A moon that glows with coppery tones, where you can almost see Abraham Lincoln’s profile in its enormous glistening glory?

My eyes twitched to the camera bag sitting beside me, my hands thrummed the steering wheel restlessly.

I wanted a picture of this–except the construction on the road between Grand Island and Central City left me with no place to turn off.

I determined to take a detour through Central City. I’d find a country road; stop and take some pictures before rejoining Highway 30 a little further along.

What I didn’t count on was the difficulty of finding country road turn-offs after dark.

I crossed the Platte River and knew I needed to turn east again soon (since I was traveling south and my destination was northeast). Finding a little highway, I turned off on it.

Unfortunately, this little highway had no shoulders for pulling over to take pictures–so I kept driving, sure I’d find a north-leading road soon.

The penny moon rose and became a dime, not anywhere near as enthralling.

I drove further, wondering at my folly–chasing the moon.

My usual route looks like this:

Map from Grand Island to Columbus

Instead, last evening’s trip looked more like this:

Map from Grand Island to Columbus

Dozens of extra miles, at least a half hour extra drive time.

No pictures to show for it.

An evening chasing the moon.


Thankful Thursday: Vintage

Not too long ago, I was bemoaning the lack of vintage clothing in used stores. I knew that old people were still dying (I work in long term care, you know)–but you couldn’t tell by looking in the used stores. Where once I could find a plethora of beautiful vintage, I was now experiencing a veritable famine.

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Until last week when, on a whim, I decided to take a look at the Halloween costumes.

What I discovered there was definitely NOT Halloween costumes.

This week I’m thankful for…

…a navy and white polka dot dress

Navy and White Dress

…an adorable orange 20s shift

Orange 20s Dress

…my very own Jane Austen style get-up

Cream Colored Dress

…another fabulous shift, this one from the 60s

Black Floral Dress

…an orange dress I can’t date, which looks shapeless but is anything but when on

Orange Dress

…a Cher maxi, which needs only some renewed elastic in its neckline to be a perfect fit

Cher Dress

…another maxi, this one in hot pink with a lovely drape

Hot Pink Maxi Dress

…a beautiful silver coat dress (very formal)

Silver Coat Dress

…a hat that ties under my chin

Hat that Ties under my chin

…a rather ordinary hat

An ordinary hat

…a quite extraordinary hat

Pillbox hat with veil

And I’m thankful for the Lord of love, who gives to me so much more than I need–who allows me to enjoy an abundance beyond what I could imagine.


Book Review: Culture of Corruption by Michelle Malkin

To be honest, my knowledge of current events (especially current political events) has greatly declined since leaving my parents’ house.

It’s much easier to stay informed when you’re surrounded by people who want to discuss current events with you. It’s much easier when you have time (due to not having to pay rent :-P)

Nevertheless, I know enough of current events that when I started listening to the audiobook version of New Deal or Raw Deal (link to Amazon), I saw some scary parallels between FDR’s politics and that of our current president.

Reading Michelle Malkin’s Culture of Corruption only confirmed the parallels I’d already begun to draw.

Pay-to-play cronyism? Check.
Unaccountable “brain trust” or “czars”? Check.
Tax evasion? Check.
Saying one thing and doing the opposite? Check.

Obama’s administration has it all–while claiming to be changing Washington’s “business as usual.”

Malkin meticulously catalogs the “business as usual” behavior of the men and women Obama has chosen to surround himself with (and reminds us that “birds of a feather…”)

For me, this provided a good run-through of Obama’s various appointments–something I’ve paid little attention to for this administration (in contrast, I could have named most of Bush 43’s cabinet in his first term). On the other hand, many of the indictments of the various appointees involved detailed reports of corporate intrigue, which this reader finds…less than intriguing.

I have to confess that I skipped pages here and there, not wanting to spend valuable time exploring the intricacies of donation “bundling” and corporate buy-offs.

In all, I feel much more educated regarding some of the names and various scandals surrounding Team Obama. For that, I am grateful. Otherwise, this is one of those books that is deeply interesting to the sort of people who are deeply interested by it–and not so interesting to people who aren’t too interested. (How’s that for a say-something-without-saying-anything recommendation?)


Rating: 2 Stars
Category:Current Events
Synopsis: Malkin exposes Team Obama for the cronies and crooks they are–showing how business under Obama is most certainly Beltway business as usual.
Recommendation: If political exposes and the intricate details of political corruption is your thing, this book will also be your thing. If not, probably not.


On the Nature of Revelation

I’m blessed to belong to a church that takes the Bible seriously–and that teaches its people how to correctly divide the Word of truth.

I’m taking Systematic Theology I this year and am loving it.

One thing I’m not necessarily loving is how busy I’ve been between Systematic Theology, teaching Sunday School, Bible study, and working.

Which is why, after spending way too much time looking up nail art online (as opposed to writing a blog post), I’m going to cheat on blogging by posting an excerpt from my first Systematic Theology paper (due today) on Bibliology.


God is not silent.

He does not lurk in dark corners, such that no one will see him. Instead, He is at work revealing Himself to all men (Ps 98:2, Rom 1:19).

He reveals Himself through a variety of means, including through creation (Ps 19:1, Rom 1:20), through human conscience (Rom 2:15), through the prophets (Heb 1:1), through Jesus Christ (Heb 1:2), and through the words of Scripture (2 Pet 1:20-21).

Generally, the ways through which God reveals Himself are divided into two categories: general revelation, which is given to all indiscriminately, and special revelation, which is given to specific individuals.

General revelation encompasses what can be known of God from creation, from human conscience, and through reasoning.

Special revelation encompasses what God reveals of Himself through the words of Scripture or of prophecy.

Certain things are true of all revelation, both general and specific.

First, all revelation is available because God expressly purposed to reveal it (Matt 11:25-27). No revelation is accidental or outside God’s will.

Second, because revelation is God Himself revealing Himself and because God is completely true and incapable of lying (Num 23:9, Tit 1:2), all revelation is completely true.

Third, because God is unchanging (Jam 1:17, Mal 3:6, Ps 102:27, Num 23:9) and his word is true, revelation cannot contradict itself. If God were changeable, it would be possible for revelation to be true at a certain point in time and not true at another; but since God is unchanging, all revealed truth must be the same at all times.

Finally, while all revelation is purposeful, is true, and is non-contradictory, a final characteristic of all revelation is that it can be suppressed or misinterpreted by unbelieving hearts (Rom 1:18, 2 Cor 3:14-15, I Tim 4:1-2).


How do you like my dry, academic writing? Our assignment was to summarize what we believed about revelation (with Scriptural support) in one and a half double spaced pages.

Yeah. This is one-third of what I wrote and what I wrote only scratched the surface.

But I suppose it’s a start.


WiW: Revisiting Osteen

Every so often, something that has been brewing on the periphery pushes itself into center stage, or at least back into my attention.

Like when I just recently read an article about Joel Osteen’s equivocation regarding homosexuality and then saw the following “defense” of Osteen from Ordinary Pastor:

“At the same time, I have to call a timeout. CNN featured a story on the smiling mega-church pastor today and indicated that Osteen is being criticized by many for preaching ‘a gospel-lite.’

This is just unfair and uncalled for. There is enough fodder from the preaching file of Joel Osteen to confirm that this is simply not true.

Osteen does not preach a gospel-lite because he doesn’t preach anything near the gospel.”

~From Ordinary Pastor

That was my conclusion after reading Osteen’s Become a Better You. I wrote:

“I see no evidence that Osteen has maintained any modicum of the true gospel of Jesus Christ.”

Thinking of Osteen’s teachings (as I understand them from my reading of Become a Better You), I am struck by the relative unimportance of the controversies that often fly through my New Calvinist blogroll.

When the gospel is at stake, is it worthwhile for us to be arguing about whether John Piper ought to have invited Rick Warren to a Desiring God conference?

Reflecting on Osteen drives me in two directions that might seem to be opposite one another. First, it makes me believe in the absolute necessity of upholding the cross of Christ as the only means by which man can be saved. Yet it also makes me more tentative towards announcing differences in other doctrines to be heretical.

It makes me more willing to expose those who proclaim what is clearly false–and much less willing to oust from the faith those who disagree with my interpretation of Scripture on secondary issues.

It makes me feel that it is no time to be culling tares when there are wolves among the sheep.


The Week in WordsDon’t forget to take a look at Barbara H’s meme “The Week in Words”, where bloggers collect quotes they’ve read throughout the week.